I SWEAR (2026)

April 23, 2026

Greetings again from the darkness. The concept of ‘normal behavior’ seems quite elusive these days, but clearly the uncontrollable ticks and inappropriate (for proper society) verbal outbursts of Tourette Syndrome add to life’s complexities. Writer-director Kirk Jones (WAKING NED DEVINE, 1998) takes on the true story of John Davidson, whose actions prove role models come in many forms. Although the film doesn’t dig too deeply, it benefits from the real-life actions of one man and a couple of excellent lead performances … plus the always welcome presence of two beloved character actors.

The film opens in 2019 with the adult John Davidson (Robert Aramayo, DANCE FIRST, 2023) spouting an obscenity at Queen Elizabeth as he’s to receive his MBE (Member of the Order of the British Empire) for his volunteer work. This outburst actually occurred. We then flash back to 1983 Scotland where Scott Ellis Watson portrays young John as a charming middle school kid with a knack for soccer. Once the unexplained ticks begin, everyone assumes John is acting out – despite his denials. This includes the school administration and his own parents (Steven Cree and the always great Shirley Henderson), who dole out punishments ranging from physical to emotional … all in an attempt to rein in his actions.

If there is a more remarkable person in the story than John, it would be Dottie Achenbach (Maxine Peake, DANCE FIRST, 2023). She’s the mother of John’s schoolmate, and she’s been diagnosed with terminal cancer. Watching her get to know John and show patience with his affliction is not just heartwarming, but also a case study in patience and caring. Dottie helps John get a job (working for a stellar Peter Mullan) at the community center, and then assists in finding John his own flat as he strives for independence. Of course, as you would expect whenever someone bucks societal norms and expectations, John is a curiosity to some and bothersome to others. He faces judgment and even assault … plus an arrest from law enforcement that hasn’t yet been educated.

It’s adult John that really surprises. Not only does he embrace the responsibilities of his job, he begins helping others through his Tourette’s Weekend seminars. He recognizes what these folks are going through, as he’s living  life daily in the same (metaphorical) shoes. John becomes an ambassador for Tourette Syndrome through lectures and seminars … educating those who previously had no understanding. We’ve seen the quirks … kissing the lamppost … and now we see the true impact of caring. The relentless stream of “Sorry” has shifted to education and societal improvement. Robert Aramayo turns in a terrific performance as John, and the film leaves us with the keys: education, understanding, acceptance. Clips from a documentary on Davidson’s life are shown over the closing credits.

In theaters beginning April 24, 2026

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DANCE FIRST (2024)

August 8, 2024

Greetings again from the darkness. Some slack and a certain level of compassion is due director James Marsh’s (Oscar winner for MAN ON WIRE, 2008) biopic on the enigmatic writer Samuel Beckett. The reasons no other filmmaker has previously attempted to profile Beckett are on display here, right alongside the reasons he remains such a fascinating figure. The screenplay from Neil Forsyth features surprisingly little of Beckett’s own work, and instead, generally breaks his life into three categories: his foundation as a writer, his work in the French Resistance, and the weight of his romantic life.

An interesting and fitting opening has Beckett (Gabriel Byrne) acknowledging the “catastrophe” of winning a Nobel Prize. He snatches the prize money and then ‘escapes’ to have a discussion with himself (also played by Gabriel Byrne) in regard to how (and to whom) he should give the money in a way that best assuages his long-time guilt. This recurring device of Beckett to Beckett is used for structure throughout the film and provides a lead-in to chronological flashback chapters titled with the names of those he wronged along the way.

“Mother” shows young Sam bonding with his loving father (Barry O’Connor) who died too young, and battling with a mother (Lisa Dwyer Hogg) whose level of support she conveyed to teen Sam (Fionn O’Shea, WOLF, 2021) with a cutting, “What a waste” after reading his stories. This is followed by “Lucia”, where Beckett tutors under his idol James Joyce (the always interesting Aidan Gillen). The price to pay for this guidance is regular dance dates with Joyce’s energetic daughter Lucia (Grainne Good). When Beckett spoils the master plan, Joyce exacts revenge. In the process, Sam takes to heart the advice, ‘the important thing is not what we write, but how we write it.”

The next chapter is “Alfy”, named after Beckett’s Jewish friend, Alfred Peron (Robert Aramayo). Alfie’s capture by the gestapo fills Beckett with guilt and leads him into the French Resistance. “Suzanne” is the longest chapter as it struggles to explain Beckett’s complicated personal life. His first love is Suzanne (the younger version by Leonie Lojkine, and the older version by Sandrine Bonnaire). Although Suzanne seems to understand Beckett quite well, he also falls for his BBC interpreter Barbara Bray (played by Maxine Peake). This business and romantic affair spanned many years and was not kept secret from Suzanne.

“La Fin” takes us towards the end of Beckett’s and Suzanne’s lives – they died five months apart in 1989. It’s here where the two Beckett’s debate whether joy existed, or if being haunted by the memory of a red kite and various guilt-producing life moments override everything. The title is taken from a portion of a line in (one of ) Beckett’s masterpiece, “Waiting for Godot”, which states, “Dance first. Think later.” These days, it’s a sentiment many seem to live by, but one Beckett says to the other, “you couldn’t wait to get to the pain.” Perhaps that’s shared by many writers. The film will have limited appeal, and while it has strong performances and moments of real interest, it’s no surprise that a film falls short in capturing such a life of Samuel Beckett.

In theaters August 9, 2024 and on digital August 16, 2024

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THE THEORY OF EVERYTHING (2014)

November 18, 2014

theory of everything Greetings again from the darkness. Stephen Hawking would most certainly make anyone’s list of the most fascinating people to have overcome severe obstacles in life to achieve greatness. Even today, at age 72, Hawking remains one of the foremost physicists and cosmologists. His extraordinary mind now 50+ years trapped inside a body that failed him, and as we learn, should have killed him by the time he was 23.

Director James Marsh is known for his work on two documentaries: Project Nim, and Man On Wire. His flair with reality in those two films is mostly kept in check with this conventional biopic. Based on Jane Hawking‘s book “Travelling to Infinity: My Life with Stephen”, the film does a nice job of showing us the stages of his motor neuron disease, while never digging too deep into the resulting hardships for Stephen or Jane (his wife).

Eddie Redmayne (Les Miserable, My Week with Marilyn) delivers the type of performance that often results in awards. His physical contortions capture the Hawking we have all seen, yet he also emotes the charm and wry humor that accompanies his genius. Jane is played by Felicity Jones (so terrific in Like Crazy) and since it’s based on Jane’s book, we are provided a glimpse into her strength and tenacity as she refuses to give up on Hawking or their relationship.

Some basic science is touched upon here – mostly through beer foam on a table or the glowing embers from a fireplace, but it’s highly recommended that you read Hawking’s best selling book “A Brief History of Time” if you have not already done so. It’s written using language so clear and concise, that even I almost understood it! Much more than science, this film is about the tenacity of Jane and her ability to keep Stephen moving forward while still pursuing her own studies and raising their three kids.

The evolution of their relationship is deftly handled, even as they each drift away towards others. When the break eventually occurs, it is the one moment in the film where heartfelt emotion is on full display. Oddly enough, it’s more relief for both parties than disappointment. In light of the doctor’s original estimate of two years to live, this moment is quite poignant.

Excellent support work comes courtesy of David Thewlis as Hawking’s professor and mentor, Emily Watson as Jane’s mother, Simon McBurney as Stephen’s dad, Charlie Cox as Jonathan (Jane’s second husband), and Maxine Peake as Elaine (Stephen’s second wife). Also of note, Harry Lloyd plays Stephen’s classmate and friend Brian. Mr. Lloyd is the great, great, great grandson of Charles Dickens.

You can see this one without being intimidated by the science, and instead get a glimpse at Hawking’s challenges and the strength of Jane.

SEE THIS MOVIE IF: the personal relationship and struggles of Hawking and his wife are of interest to you.

SKIP THIS MOVIE IF: you are looking for some in-depth analysis of Hawking’s genius

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