WISDOM OF HAPPINESS (2025, doc)

October 16, 2025

Greetings again from the darkness. Co-directors Philip Delaquis and Barbara Miller opt against an on-camera Q&A session with the Dalai Lama and instead allow His Holiness (the 14th Dalai Lama) to speak directly to the camera on topics pertinent to what’s happening in the 21st century. This approach allows the film and his words to wash over us like a meditative event … calm and soothing. His words not only guide us on ways to chill out, but also inspire us to pay close attention to the current situation.

He opens by stating that “everyone wants peace and happiness”. While logically, we believe this, yet the actions of some, leave us doubtful. Still, going with that premise, the Dalai Lama proceeds to stress the importance of finding a peaceful mind through deep breathing, compassion, education, and the power of nature. The filmmakers include some amazing archival footage dating back to his childhood and the upheaval in China that led him (and so many others) to be refugees to India, where he remains today at age 90.

Obviously, this isn’t a ‘normal’ movie, or even a typical documentary. More than anything it’s a reminder … a recommendation to reset our approach. We are so caught up in what he terms “busy, busy, busy” that it causes us stress and concern, leading to unhappiness. He says peace is the way to happiness, which is our purpose in life. By peace, he refers to a peaceful mind as well as a lack of war/conflict (resolved through dialogue) and a caring approach to our planet and environment.

What a different world this would be if global leaders took the Dalai Lama’s approach of compassion and kindness into their governing of nations.

Opening in select theaters nationwide on October 17, 2025

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ARE WE GOOD? (2025, doc)

October 3, 2025

Greetings again from the darkness. Marc Maron is the rare comedian who can make you laugh and make you think, while also making you feel beat down … and often sad for him. Maron has done stand-up comedy. He’s acted in TV series (“GLOW”) and even had his own series (2013-16). You might have seen him acting in movies (THE ORDER, 2024) or perhaps heard his voice acting (THE BAD GUYS franchise). And beyond that, he may be best known as a trailblazer in the world of podcasts – his “WTF” launched in 2009 at a time when few even knew what a podcast was.

Director Steven Feinartz has quite a track record with comedy specials (Bill Burr, Eddie Pepitone, Steve Byrne, etc.), but this documentary is something a bit different. The film kicks off in 2020 as Maron (along with everyone else) is trying to figure out the new rules that go with COVID. It’s also the year Maron’s romantic partner and soul mate, director Lynn Shelton died. Ms. Shelton directed numerous TV shows as well as some movies (SWORD OF TRUST, 2019, which also starred Maron). The camera catches Maron’s emotional response to her death and then follows as that grief sticks with him.

Much of what we see on screen is Maron using comedy and his work to process his grief. Directly to the camera he questions whether this is proper or not – is it an abuse of her memory? Maron’s podcast has featured many guests over the years, including Paul McCartney and Robin Williams … even Barack Obama showed up to tape a show in Maron’s garage studio. Not surprisingly, Lynn Shelton was a podcast guest back in 2015. But this is something different. We are watching a guy dealing with loss. It all seems real, yet how are we to know for sure. That ending certainly catches us off guard – not that we don’t wish him happiness.

It’s quite interesting to watch as Maron goes back on stage in 2021. One 2022 segment features actor/comedian Patton Oswalt recounting the loss of his wife and sharing the emotions of grief with Maron. It’s a powerful segment that ends too quickly. Fellow comedians John Mulaney, Nate Bargatze, and David Cross contribute, and Maron discloses some personal baggage: his love of cats, his use of cocaine in the 1980’s, being sober since 1999, and having ex-wives. One of my favorite parts involves his dad jokes – jokes specifically for his dad, who was in the audience for a show. Maron’s 60th birthday party wraps things up, and though we aren’t exactly sure what we’ve watched – it’s certainly more personal than most celebrities would accept.

Utopia will release the film in theaters in NY and LA on October 3rd and nationwide theatrical events on October 5th & 8th.

The theatrical releasee will coincide with the end of Maron’s enormously popular podcast WTF. 16 years in, WTF is one of the most streamed and longest running podcasts of all time.

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CHAIN REACTIONS (2025, doc)

September 24, 2025

Greetings again from the darkness. OK, so this tribute to the 50th anniversary of THE TEXAS CHAIN SAW MASSACRE may seem a year late, but it was actually an award winner at the 2024 Venice Film Festival. This documentary has now gained distribution and will finally show for an audience that remains so loyal and respectful of that original film from director Tobe Hooper (who passed away in 2017). Documentarian Alexandre O Phillippe has a nice track record of exploring popular films, including his superb 78/52 (2017), which surgically analyzed the iconic shower scene in Hitchcock’s masterpiece, PSYCHO.

Fittingly, this documentary opens on a clip of Hooper’s original film from 1974. It then takes a unique approach by dividing this into five chapters, each with insight and observations from one particular person of interest.

Chapter One features comedian-actor Patton Oswalt describing his first viewing of the film. With his rare brand of humor, Oswalt provides a surprisingly in-depth perspective on the film, while making some spot-on comparisons to the original NOSFERATU, and the Bulgarian classic, MAN BITES DOG. He even opens our eyes to some similarities to the staircase scene in GONE WITH THE WIND … the first time I’ve ever heard “Chain Saw” and GWTW mentioned in the same sentence. Especially worth noting is Oswalt emphasizing the importance of the fantastic Art Direction from the late Robert Burns’.

Chapter Two puts Japanese filmmaker Takashi Mike in the spotlight. Best known for his films, ICHI THE KILLER (2001) and 13 ASSASSINS (2010), he explains how his younger self was a huge fan of Bruce Lee, which developed his interest in cinema. He then recalls a fascinating tale of showing up to a sold-out screening of Chaplin’s CITY LIGHTS, and how fate took him around the block to his first-ever viewing of “Chain Saw”. This opened his eyes to how movies could be dangerous … and then he details the technical aspects of shooting on 16mm and blowing it up for the big screen to achieve the ‘grainy’ look.

Chapter Three brings us Alexandra Heller-Nicholas, a renowned film critic from Australia. She provides a bit of a history lesson, recalling the “Chain Saw” was banned for years in Australia, and when she finally saw it, the source was a well worn and yellowed version which she compared to the heat of the Outback. In her discussion, she mentions Peter Weir’s fantastic classic PICNIC AT HANGING ROCK (1975). Both can be labeled a bit avant-garde as films that make you FEEL something.

Chapter Four could have been the most entertaining section, but unfortunately, the great horror writer Stephen King spent entirely too much time talking about other films. Rather than focus on THE TEXAS CHAIN SAW MASSACRE, Mr. King rattles off other great film titles like THE BLAIR WITCH PROJECT, NO COUNTRY FOR OLD MEN, THE SHINING, THE HAUNTING, THE INNOCENTS, and POLTERGEIST. Fortunately, he does bring Edgar Allan Poe into the conversation.

Chapter Five, the final section, finds filmmaker Karyn Kusama (GIRLFIGHT, 2000; DESTROYER, 2018) focusing on the primal nature of Tobe Hooper’s film, while also educating us on the landscape of myth. Ms. Kusama makes an excellent observation about the opening crawl in “Chain Saw” … it really does plant the seed of “a true story” in our mind.

In 1974, director Tobe Hooper released what would shockingly become an American Masterpiece, THE TEXAS CHAIN SAW MASSACRE. All these years later, the film still frightens viewers and continues to influence new generations of filmmakers. With an unusual approach, documentarian Alexandre O Phillippe pays tribute to the filmmaker and his work by giving artists a platform to explain what the film means to them. Good stuff … except for that meat hook (gets me every time)!

This documentary opened in New York and Los Angeles on September 19, 2025 and expands nationwide on September 26, 2025

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NAKED AMBITION (2025, doc)

September 11, 2025

Greetings again from the darkness. Most of us scoot through life never being labeled as “the prettiest” anything. That’s fine. We accept it. Still, we apply the label periodically and it was Bunny Yeager who was known as “the world’s prettiest photographer”. Not many would argue with the designation as Ms. Yeager was an incredibly talented photographer, while also being described as a bombshell … a pinup model and actress herself.

Co-directors Dennis Scholl and Kareem Tabsch previously collaborated on THE LAST RESORT (2018), and both are known for their focus on unconventional subjects. Bunny is no exception as she made her name in a male-dominated field after moving behind the camera from in front of it. If you are unfamiliar with Bunny, she was a popular pinup model who became famous for her work as a pinup photographer. You might ask how. Not only did she photograph multiple Playboy magazine centerfolds, her most well-known and popular subject was the very famous and immensely popular Bettie Page. Oh yes, Bunny also appeared in the magazine as a model herself.

Whether you are a connoisseur of Bettie Page’s poses or not, you likely know another of Bunny’s most well-known photographs … that of Ursula Andress emerging from the sea in DR. NO (1962), the first James Bond movie. It’s truly an iconic cinematic shot. In keeping with this particular shot, Bunny is also linked to the increasing popularity of bikinis for women … both in design and in mainstreaming. Bunny became a master of outdoor photography by defeating the confounding issue of natural lighting – giving her photographs a distinct look and feel.

The filmmakers include some archival interviews (including Bunny and Page), and we see commentary from Larry King, Dita Von Teese, Bruce Weber, and even Hugh Hefner. However, what kicks this documentary up a notch (in addition to the dozens of photographs) is the input from Bunny’s two daughters. It’s fascinating to hear the two very different viewpoints from the women who were raised by Bunny. One finds her mother’s work demeaning and exploitive of women, while the other has acted to preserve her mother’s legacy, and is quite proud of mom’s career.

‘Career’ feels like underselling what Bunny accomplished. Sure, she was an in-demand model. Yes, she was a famous photographer. However, she also had an acting career, and authored numerous books that have influenced photographers (including Diane Arbus), even to this day. Bunny Yeager’s ambition and dedication deserve to be celebrated along with her technical proficiency and artistic eye. It should also be noted that as tastes careened towards the extreme in the 1970’s, Bunny refused to transition into the pornography world, despite the promise of big paydays. This was a territory that held no interest to her. Bunny Yeager, the world’s prettiest photographer, deserves to be remembered.

Opens in theaters on September 12, 2025

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RIEFENSTAHL (2025, doc)

September 5, 2025

Greetings again from the darkness. Having one’s name or work associated Hitler typically (but somehow not always these days) marks one as a pariah or persona non grata. For artists, the rules can be a bit blurred, and filmmaker Andres Veiel takes on the story of Leni Riefenstahl, in hopes of removing some of the blur.

Leni Riefenstahl was a former actress who became the Reich’s preeminent filmmaker best known as the director of TRIUMPH OF THE WILL (1935), the ultimate propaganda film for the Nazi party, and OLYMPIA (1938), her version of the 1936 Olympics in Berlin. Having access to her private family archives, filmmaker Veiel takes the deepest dive yet into her life and approach. He opens with her appearance on a 1978 talk show where she is asked if she now considers her association with Hitler to have been a mistake. She bows her head and the clip is cut before we hear the answer (if there was one), though the remainder of the documentary uses her own words and actions to pretty much answer the question.

There have been other films about Leni. The most well-known is probably Ray Muller’s THE WONDERFUL, HORRIBLE LIFE OF LENI RIEFENSTAHL (1993), which Veiel references here. Still, nothing previous feeds us the wealth of photos and video clips served up by Veiel, offering such a full profile of one of the most controversial people from the WWII era. It should be noted that Leni died in 2003 at age 101, so she lived many decades of facing scrutiny and scorn. During her interviews and appearances on talk shows, very little attention was paid to the innovative filmmaking techniques she used in her work, but rather the attention was on her affiliation with Nazis, especially her ‘friendly’ relationship with Hitler.

Photos of her with Hitler and Goebbels are shown, and the backlash from Goebbels’ diaries are discussed. There is also a segment on Albert Speer, part of Hitler’s inner circle and one of the war criminals sentenced at the Nuremburg trials. What we notice is that Leni was no wallflower. She often spoke her mind, and continued to hang her hat on the “art” label … going so far as to state (in 1980) that ‘art is the opposite of politics.’ This defense likely eased her conscience a bit, but we can’t help but be stunned when she claims “Peace” was the theme of her TRIUMPH OF THE WILL. It’s a word that only she would associate with that film.

In her defense, Leni states that most Germans supported the efforts and that things didn’t end well for dissidents of the Reich. Mostly we find Leni in the George Costanza corner – ‘it’s not a lie if you believe it.’ She was a smart and talented and strong woman who was calculating in everything she did or said. She discusses her long relationship (business and personal) with Horst Kettner, and we see the lovely home they shared. We also learn that it took Leni ten years to write her memoirs, and we are left wondering how much guilt she experienced – despite claiming that she knew nothing of the Holocaust (a topic Veiel  addresses). We have all seen her extraordinary camera work on Jesse Owens at the 1936 Olympics, yet no amount of filmmaking genius or creativity can overshadow her work for Hitler. Was she the first ‘cancelled’ artist? In fact, regardless of the pain, she must be remembered … something this project from Andres Veiel ensures.

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September 5 – NY (Lincoln Center, Quad Cinema)

September 12 – LA (Laemmle Royal, Laemmle Town Center 5)

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THE AMERICAN SOUTHWEST (2025, doc)

September 5, 2025

Greetings again from the darkness. Ben Masters’ follow-up to his outstanding documentary, DEEP IN THE HEART: A TEXAS WILDLIFE STORY (2022) is even more stunning, more remarkable, and more important. Narrated by environmentalist, model, and actress Quannah Chasinghorse, the breathtaking photography is complemented by a history lesson and cautionary warnings about where things are headed.

The film traces the mighty Colorado River and is highlighted by rare clips of animals in their habitat … scenes we infrequently, if ever, have the opportunity to see.  Some of the videos include bull elk, beaver, fish, the California condor, and the area’s apex predator – the gorgeous jaguar. These videos are spectacular and show the beauty of the animals and the area. There is even a segment featuring desert-adapted rattlesnakes in their den, followed by 13 newborns.

Ben Masters’ documentary is so much more than beautiful images of this stunning setting. It’s also a lesson in cultural history and a reminder of the crucial role the Colorado River plays in modern day society. The river spans nearly 1500 miles in length and 25% of the water goes to California farmland – crops that feed millions of people. It’s described as the blood that pumps life into much of the United States. We see the humble pond which starts the river, as well as the dried-out delta wasteland at the end. In between, we see the mountains, eleven national parks, the Mojave Desert (temperatures as high as 134 degrees), Lake Powell and Lake Mead, and the border wall, the latter which now deters the north-south migration of many species. The river runs through seven states.

The Colorado River is responsible for carving through 277 miles of the Grand Canyon, and now its fragile ecosystem is a call to action for us to save this stunning natural habitat of various animals, as well as the lifeline for so many people. It’s mentioned that the river’s health mirrors that of our own health … in other words, healing is crucial to sustain life. That should be enough to get folks to listen and act.

THE AMERICAN SOUTHWEST is set for a theatrical release on September 5, 2025 across seven states: Arizona, New Mexico, Nevada, Utah, California, Texas, and Colorado

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ANGELHEADED HIPSTER: THE SONGS OF MARC BOLAN & T. REX (2025, doc)

August 12, 2025

Greetings again from the darkness. Is it possible to be a rock star that no one has heard of? Well, in a way, that’s what happened to Marc Bolan. In Great Brittain, Bolan and his band T. Rex drew huge crowds and had a massive fan base, whereas in the United States, they had only a small cult following (which meant very little record sales or radio airtime). Ethan Silverman (he of previous short films and music videos) conceived of this record album/documentary combination, and in 2020 set out to make the project come to life.

This may be the only ‘making of an album’ documentary that doesn’t feature a single complete song being recorded. Instead, Silverman treats us to a revolving studio door of musicians who have come to pay tribute to the influential Bolan by recording one of his songs. The lineup includes such artists as U2, Nick Cave, Joan Jett, Beth Orton, Maria McKee, The Orwells, Macy Gray, Snarky Puppy, Lucinda Williams, Kesha, and the multi-talented John Cameron Mitchell. Unfortunately, missing from the action is David Johansen (passed away earlier this year), whose version of “Bang a Gong” is an album highlight, and whose band New York Dolls were assuredly influenced by Marc Bolan.

What really makes this a gift for us Marc Bolan fans is the stream of archival interviews and concert clips, many of which we’ve never seen before. Glitter band, glam-rock, or androgyny – however you choose to describe it, there is no denying Marc Bolan was a pioneer. He, along with David Bowie, brought a new look and feel to music … turning rock concerts into theatrical productions. Bolan and Bowie were colleagues, friends, and rivals and Silverman plays clips of each discussing the complicated relationship and respect the two shared. They set the stage for acts like Alice Cooper, KISS, Queen, Def Leppard, and even R.E.M. It’s also mentioned how Bolan’s understanding of production led him to take full advantage of color TV, which was then entering mainstream.

The concert clips are undeniable proof of Marc Bolan’s charisma, showmanship, and talent. The feedback and tributes from other artists make his songwriting excellence clear to the rest of us. We even get a concert clip of young Elton John playing keyboard with T. Rex, and Ringo Starr discussing Bolan’s influence on “Back Off Boogaloo”, Ringo’s 1972 hit single. Bolan’s partner, singer Gloria Jones, is the mother of his son Rolan. She provides some memories, while Rolan sings backup on some recordings prior to showing us his family photo album. There is a terrific clip of Marc Bolan (as TV host) introducing a hot new band, Generation X featuring Billy Idol, who also contributes his own recollection of Bolan.

The 25-song album was produced by Hal Willner, whose career touched so many artists (Marianne Faithful, Lou Reed, Lucinda Williams). Willner passed away in 2022, and he’s a steady studio presence throughout the film. A musical highlight here is Nick Cave’s moving version of “Cosmic Dance”, allowing his haunting voice to capture those lyrics. Marc Bolan died in a car crash in 1977 at age 29. The album has been available, and Silverman’s documentary is now beginning a rolling theatrical run.

A tiered theatrical release begins August 8, 2025, opening in various cities each week through September 13, 2025. It will become available on Digital beginning September 5, 2025.

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GIVE ME A WORD: THE COLLECTIVE SOUL STORY (2025, doc)

July 6, 2025

Greetings again from the darkness. There’s just something kind of cool about a band whose first number one hit single is entitled “Shine”, and here they are 32 years later still touring and taking the time to participate in a documentary. Cinematographer and Music Videographer Joseph Rubinstein has put together an intimate film that allows the band members to tell their story using their own words. The result is that we see a group of guys who get along well, and also seem to be good dudes that we wouldn’t mind getting to know.

Collective Soul exploded onto the rock scene in 1993 with “Shine”, and then opened for Van Halen and played Woodstock 1994. Rubinstein has based this documentary on the band’s recording session at ‘Graceland West’, Elvis Presley’s former Palm Springs house. The setting is a nice touch since this isn’t a typical ‘band-records-album’ documentary. The real treat here is that we gain insight into the band’s beginnings, including co-founders and brothers Ed Roland and Dean Roland recalling their parents’ influence – Dad was a Minister of Music at a Stockbridge, Georgia church. We also learn the band’s name was swiped from Ayn Rand’s novel, “The Fountainhead”, and we hear from each of the band members on the many losses and personal issues and challenges confronted along the way.

The band’s lineup transitions over the years are discussed head-on by leader Ed Roland, and as one would expect, he claims the current group is the best yet (They certainly appear to coexist better than many bands). In addition to Ed and Dean, the other members get plenty of chances to speak their mind: bassist Will Turpin, lead guitarist Jesse Triplett, and drummer Johnny Rabb. While confidence abounds with band members who are clearly talented, the minimal ego on display is quite refreshing.

Special segments feature Dolly Parton recalling how her version of “Shine” won her a Grammy, while Ed chuckles that the band has never even been nominated. Sammy Hagar comments on touring with the band, while Mickey Thomas is shown singing backup on a song. Mr. Thomas then wows us with an a Capelo version of “Fooled Around and Fell in Love”, a song he made famous as part of the Elvin Bishop band in 1975.

A portrait of Elvis hangs on the wall in the house as the band talks, rehearses, and records. In a tragic moment, the death of Lisa Marie Presley is announced while the band is in one of the houses she grew up in. Collective Soul has earned six gold or platinum albums and seven number one singles over the years, and even today, they are a band that continues to ‘Let it Shine’. Other bands should take note.

Releases on July 8, 2025: VOD, DVD, Blu-Ray

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THE LAST CLASS (2025, doc)

June 26, 2025

Greetings again from the darkness. It seems somewhere along the way intelligence has fallen out of favor. However, I continue to be fascinated by deep thinkers who share their knowledge and ideas. One such man is Robert Reich, and this documentary from Elliot Kirschner provides a worthy look at a man who has not only been an integral part of United States politics for decades, he has also spent 42 years as what he terms ‘a professional teacher.’

Mr. Reich has served in the administrations of four U.S. Presidents: Ford, Carter, Clinton, and Obama. Many disagree with his politics, yet what sets Reich apart is that he welcomes disagreements and debate … and experienced quite a bit of both as Secretary of Labor from 1993 through 1997. For those who stand opposed to his political views, you should know this is an intimate look at the man, not his political beliefs. Specifically, filmmaker Kirschner follows Reich during his final semester as a professor of “Wealth and Poverty” at Cal-Berkeley. The class has approximately 1000 students, bringing his career total to around 40,000 students whom he has taught.

We see him teaching in front of the auditorium’s massive screen, and we see him being interviewed in his office … an office that’s more of a museum of his career, filled with memorabilia of a life well lived. Reich states that he has but two goals for his students: encouraging them to think critically while questioning everything and finding a way to improve the world. In a moment of naked truth, he admits his frustration with the typical students who absorb data and then regurgitate for a grade. He views emotion as a necessity.

Reich, like most of us, worries about the dangers of misinformation. His graphs detail the ramifications of inequality and a lack of engagement. Reich is 79 years old and is a published author many times over. A genetic disorder limited his physical growth, contrasting sharply with his world class mental development. He’s an extremely thoughtful man, whose first class of the semester blasts “Respect” by Aretha Franklin, while the final class features warm applause from students who likely won’t appreciate what they’ve been fortunate enough to experience until years later.

In select theaters beginning June 27, 2025

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PEE-WEE AS HIMSELF (2025, doc)

May 22, 2025

Greetings again from the darkness. Even the title is a form a trickery. First of all, there was no Pee-wee Herman other than the character portrayed by Paul Reubens. Secondly, much of what this documentary presents is not from Pee-wee, but rather from Paul Reubens ‘himself’. And it goes directly to the point – the public adored Pee-wee Herman, while Paul Reubens was a bit more complicated. Documentarian Matt Wolf (SPACESHIP EARTH, 2020; the excellent RECORDER: THE MARION STOKES PROJECT, 2019) presents a two-part documentary for HBO that strives to clarify the line between man and character.

Paul Reubens died of cancer in 2023. Prior to that, he sat for 40 hours of recorded interviews with Matt Wolf, offering perspective on his career, his background, his motivation, and his self. While we see Reubens speaking directly to the camera quite a bit, Wolf utilizes a treasure trove of clips and photographs, as well as other interviews to paint the full picture of how the man and character came to be so closely associated.

PART ONE details Reubens’ influence from children’s television shows like “Captain Kangaroo”, “Howdy Doody”, “Kukla, Fran and Ollie”, and “The Little Rascals”. It’s because of these programs that from an early age, he wanted to be an actor … and was convinced Lucy and Desi were his real parents. Art School (with classmates David Hasselhoff and Katie Segal) drew him to performance art, and also led to his first serious romantic relationship with Guy. Reubens eventually decided to focus on his career, and described himself as out and then back in (the closet), since he was able to “pass” (as heterosexual). We see clips of him performing on “The Gong Show” and with The Groundlings, including Phil Hartman and Laraine Newman … which is where he laid the foundation for the Pee-wee character. Clips from “The Dating Game” proved Pee-wee had appeal.

The commitment to the Pee-wee Herman character was a career choice, and it’s fascinating to learn that actress Shelley Duvall recommended Tim Burton to direct PEE-WEE’S BIG ADVENTURE (1985). The story behind the bicycle is a gem, and the film jump-started the career of both Burton and Pee-wee … errr … Reubens. Reubens admits to his ambition and willingly hiding behind the Pee-wee alter ego.

PART TWO focuses on the iconic stardom of Pee-wee Herman in the 1980’s. Building on the popularity of the first film, “Pee-wee’s Playhouse” was developed as a 1986 children’s TV show, in the vein of those that so influenced a young Reubens. There was even a Pee-wee doll that became a best-selling gift. Reubens explained that beyond entertainment, his goal with the show was to make inclusion the “norm”. He wanted a place where all kids felt they belonged. Laurence Fishburne admits he didn’t “get” Pee-wee, but needed the work and gladly took the job as Cowboy Curtis. BIG TOP PEE-WEE (1988) followed, and may have been the last enjoyable moment for Pee-wee/Reubens to bask in the spotlight.

After years of living an extremely private life, his 1991 arrest for indecent exposure at an adult theatre instantly changed his life. ‘Playhouse’ re-runs stopped immediately, as did sales of the doll. Paul Reubens’ mug shot became a meme … early 90’s style. Unfortunately, this wasn’t his last public scandal, yet remarkably, Reubens was able to create a second half of his career as a character actor and voice actor – with only a few additional roles in the Pee-wee Herman suit.

The documentary includes clips of his parents and an interview with his sister, as well as input from directors Tim Burton and Judd Apatow. Reubens explains the inner turmoil of having his creation, Pee-wee Herman, be awarded a star on the Hollywood Walk of Fame, while Reubens himself has not. Towards the end of the film, Wolf plays the self-recorded audio that Reubens recorded the day before he died. Although he discusses his desire to bring joy to the masses, we can’t help but question the failed friendships along the way. And though Paul Reubens may very well have been a creative genius, we must finally ask, “I know you are but what am I?”

Premiering on HBO on Friday May 23, 2025

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